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Forget Each Other
03:29
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Nobody among these ruins, I've been left behind.
The currents of the ocean are held by my heavy eyes.
Your presence comes in waves, in a cadence I can't change.
Burdened by absence I linger in memories.
Wander in the image I've created.
I will blind myself so you don't rot.
I wish I could say I don't regret a thing,
that all of my mistakes led me to you.
I wish time stood still when we held our breaths,
just before we erased the space between our lips.
Leave me, if you ever cared about me.
You're the spark and I am querosene.
No storm will come against us to bring relief from this drought.
We took different directions, still afraid to cut the ties.
But your words will become dryer, I will talk to you less often,
I'll become to you a stranger, till we both forget each other.
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Brother
03:15
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Our bond goes further than the blood running through our veins
Though words sometimes betray us
Our hearts beat at the same pace
Our bond goes further than the place
We've both lived in
Though I refuse to say it
I'd put my life in your hands
I was there since your first breath
So young to understand
Always fighting, apologizing
We found meaning in respect
Our paths may have diverged
And distance is getting bigger
But when I see you
It's like I never left
I am sorry
For the times I let you down
For the lack of emotion
And the grief I carry inside
Go ahead for those beside you,
For the ones we left behind
So long gone but not forgotten
Their fire still burns bright
I am sorry
For my cold embrace
These arms have never meant
To push you away
We were stronger than the north
When the sky comes falling down
Faces forged against the rain
Hearts that never drown
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Deadweight
04:11
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I turned the other cheek more times than I can count,
just to see you turn your back on me.
I put my faith in words, a fault beyond repair.
Now exposed with no repentance your disguise has been revealed.
Devoid of any flame.
Instead you reflect another's light and pretend
your corpse burns bright.
This life is suffocating and vultures fly above.
The strength of those besides me fuels the will to overcome.
Made for no tomorrow.
Bring me back the plague.
To withstand the winter I burned like querosene.
You're just deadweight dragging me down.
May I light my own way with the bridges I burn.
You're just deadweight dragging me down,
and I won't shed a tear when I witness your demise.
I've grown away from my former self.
Lost much more than I could keep.
I won't shed a single tear.
It was all deadweight.
You get what you give, and you were praying for storms.
No redemption.
You will feel my suffering.
Line your insides up in hatred while you're faking sympathy.
A tragedy foreshadowed, spared of confrontation.
Poisoned blessings, no longer part of me
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I miss the old days
When we lay upon the shore
The days when we walked idle
Dreaming of adventures to come
We watched the stars burst into fire
For a moment as they died
And a sad song foreshadowed
It was the end of our path
The traces that you left
Are carved deep beneath my skin
They serve as reminders
Against my fragile self-esteem
Take it for what it is
We wore never a disguise
I'll cherish those memories
As a way to wave goodbye
And I hope you feel the same
Take me back to those times
We were filled with innocence
With the weight of words unspoken
You could reverse my decay
Take me back, one last night
We would drink our grief away
Joy against our helplessness
You made the sadness go away
There is beauty in our denial
Nothing's ever built to last
Time is ice within our bloodstream
But we put up a senseless fight
Let's talk that sun into setting
Sing so loud our lungs collapse
Let's stick tight against the horizon
Until trust tears us apart
As noltagic as I am
It's time we part ways
You gave me strength enough
To leave you in the end
Face the pain of letting go
I'd rather burn than slowly fade
On the ashes that we left
A vast forest will grow
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Delusion
02:51
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Dreams of solace keep me awake
As nightmares have grown old
Your soft whispers at my ear
Made me feel l was at home
I'm pretending to be better
Facing strong in this charade
An everlasting bitterness
Revolves around my head
Come dry my eyes and numb the pain
Come dry my eyes, this path is so full of tears
I went to the shore
Stared at the sea
We're both so dark and profound
The tide against the rocks
Reminds me of my past
Withdrawal will be stronger the harder I try
I've rejected all connection
Between my feet and the earth
An everlasting bitterness
Revolves around my head
Drown me in delusion
Where there's nothing left of me
I can't cope with abandonment
Then I'll embrace suffering
Wrap your arms around me
So I no longer feel regret
If only you could save me
Remove the weight upon my chest
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