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The Weight Upon my Chest

by Havenlost

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1.
Nobody among these ruins, I've been left behind. The currents of the ocean are held by my heavy eyes. Your presence comes in waves, in a cadence I can't change. Burdened by absence I linger in memories. Wander in the image I've created. I will blind myself so you don't rot. I wish I could say I don't regret a thing, that all of my mistakes led me to you. I wish time stood still when we held our breaths, just before we erased the space between our lips. Leave me, if you ever cared about me. You're the spark and I am querosene. No storm will come against us to bring relief from this drought. We took different directions, still afraid to cut the ties. But your words will become dryer, I will talk to you less often, I'll become to you a stranger, till we both forget each other.
2.
Brother 03:15
Our bond goes further than the blood running through our veins Though words sometimes betray us Our hearts beat at the same pace Our bond goes further than the place We've both lived in Though I refuse to say it I'd put my life in your hands I was there since your first breath So young to understand Always fighting, apologizing We found meaning in respect Our paths may have diverged And distance is getting bigger But when I see you It's like I never left I am sorry For the times I let you down For the lack of emotion And the grief I carry inside Go ahead for those beside you, For the ones we left behind So long gone but not forgotten Their fire still burns bright I am sorry For my cold embrace These arms have never meant To push you away We were stronger than the north When the sky comes falling down Faces forged against the rain Hearts that never drown
3.
Deadweight 04:11
I turned the other cheek more times than I can count, just to see you turn your back on me. I put my faith in words, a fault beyond repair. Now exposed with no repentance your disguise has been revealed. Devoid of any flame. Instead you reflect another's light and pretend your corpse burns bright. This life is suffocating and vultures fly above. The strength of those besides me fuels the will to overcome. Made for no tomorrow. Bring me back the plague. To withstand the winter I burned like querosene. You're just deadweight dragging me down. May I light my own way with the bridges I burn. You're just deadweight dragging me down, and I won't shed a tear when I witness your demise. I've grown away from my former self. Lost much more than I could keep. I won't shed a single tear. It was all deadweight. You get what you give, and you were praying for storms. No redemption. You will feel my suffering. Line your insides up in hatred while you're faking sympathy. A tragedy foreshadowed, spared of confrontation. Poisoned blessings, no longer part of me
4.
I miss the old days When we lay upon the shore The days when we walked idle Dreaming of adventures to come We watched the stars burst into fire For a moment as they died And a sad song foreshadowed It was the end of our path The traces that you left Are carved deep beneath my skin They serve as reminders Against my fragile self-esteem Take it for what it is We wore never a disguise I'll cherish those memories As a way to wave goodbye And I hope you feel the same Take me back to those times We were filled with innocence With the weight of words unspoken You could reverse my decay Take me back, one last night We would drink our grief away Joy against our helplessness You made the sadness go away There is beauty in our denial Nothing's ever built to last Time is ice within our bloodstream But we put up a senseless fight Let's talk that sun into setting Sing so loud our lungs collapse Let's stick tight against the horizon Until trust tears us apart As noltagic as I am It's time we part ways You gave me strength enough To leave you in the end Face the pain of letting go I'd rather burn than slowly fade On the ashes that we left A vast forest will grow
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Delusion 02:51
Dreams of solace keep me awake As nightmares have grown old Your soft whispers at my ear Made me feel l was at home I'm pretending to be better Facing strong in this charade An everlasting bitterness Revolves around my head Come dry my eyes and numb the pain Come dry my eyes, this path is so full of tears I went to the shore Stared at the sea We're both so dark and profound The tide against the rocks Reminds me of my past Withdrawal will be stronger the harder I try I've rejected all connection Between my feet and the earth An everlasting bitterness Revolves around my head Drown me in delusion Where there's nothing left of me I can't cope with abandonment Then I'll embrace suffering Wrap your arms around me So I no longer feel regret If only you could save me Remove the weight upon my chest

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released December 10, 2021

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Havenlost is a melodic hardcore band based in Madrid

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